What’s the matter with me? February 4, 2008
I just haven’t been myself lately.
I’m trying to hide it with humor and goofy posts, but I don’t think it’s working.
I think that the one person whose opinions I admire and respect is getting tired of my crap. Can’t say that I blame them, I haven’t been at my best lately. I don’t know what it is that is making me so… so… weird.
I’ve narrowed it down to my upcoming birthday and worries about school. Just when I need people the most, I seem to be driving them away in droves.
What the hell is the matter with me?
That’s all from where I sit.
–MorelaterZ–
I know exactly how you feel, and I do the same thing, hiding it with humor and whatnot. A couple days ago, someone that barely knows me asked what’s wrong, and I felt like a deer caught in the headlights because it meant that they could tell I was being different.
Anyways, good luck, and tell that one person I said it’ll get better.
-Darshan