Sometimes, I just want to give up and let things take their course. If that means my phone bill doesn’t get paid or my rent is late, so be it.
But I can’t do that. Why? Because I’m trying to be responsible and do the right thing.
I just can’t seem to make myself ask for help. I’m tired of being a burden on everyone I know.
I just love the people who tell me stuff like: go to a church, the state, your family for help.
NOT!
For the most part, they haven’t walked in my shoes, and if they have, they’ve forgotten what not being able to live up to your responsibilities is like. Like the guy who “borrowed” money from me some years ago, promising to pay me back, and never did. When I ask him to help me by paying the money back now, he says he doesn’t have it, and he’d give it to me if he could.
But you know what? He could.
I gave the money to him when I really shouldn’t have, when I needed it more than he did, but like a dummy, I did it anyway, because I believed him when he said he’d pay me back.
Now I need it, and he’s nowhere to be found. How convenienent, huh?
I’ve never asked him for anything before. Now that I have, he’s gone to ground. Thanks, pal. Thanks a whole bunch.
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I was supposed to go up to Edmond yesterday to look at apartments near UCO, but when Chaz came over, he wanted to do other things, and by the time we were done with those, it was too late to see any apartments, and most of the ones I wanted to see are closed on Sunday.
GRRRR!
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Daniel asked me to get information about Cricket cell phone service last weekend, and I found out a lot about it. He and Jeff and I are going to go in on a plan together, because Daniel decided that he really needs a cell phone, I need a new service because I’m tired of TracFone, and Jeff just wants a new toy, I think.
Of course, he hasn’t been available to tell him about this since we talked about it. It’s either been too late, too early, he’s not home, or the line is busy because his girlfriend has called yet again.
I think I will try to call when I’m done with this post.
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Seems that the Great Commonwealth of Massachusetts is going to pay to send Jon to school. To be an IT guy.
Now why didn’t Jon do that years ago? He has the knowledge to do that kind of work. Why did he take a series of low paying jobs when he could have been doing this all along?
To get out of paying child support, I suspect.
But, that’s another rant for another day.
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I wonder if Larry ever caught the possums living under his sister’s house?
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Okay, I’m done.
For now (heh heh).
That’s all from where I sit.
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